This first paragraph about what I'm going to do soon censored.
I posted a bit on 8chan, but only a handful of posts, completely forgettable one-liners, one about Stalin.
I confess, I have been a Commie for years. I guess I was intellectually attracted to it. It seemed to describe to me why I grow up the way I did, and offered a vision of a better future. But what is understood as "Marxism" is, at best, a completely gross distortion of it, and there is no salvaging it. Communism is ideologically dead, and never coming back.
I just want to say that, if you were to become a Commie and seriously get into their insane political scene, you would hate them much more than anyone like Breivik ever did. Breivik didn't understand the half of it. No one hates a Commie more than another Commie. No one has killed more Commies than other Commies, and this is no accident. It is in the DNA of Lenin, and traces of it can be found in Marx: google Marx's comments on the "jewish nigger" Lassalle for a small taste of it. This was the whole point of the split between the Bolsheviks and the Mensheviks, the Third International, etc. Communism was born as a split in normal Social-Democratic parties, and their first enemy was them.
As someone who wasted many years of my life inside these political scam cults, I can tell you that, at least in America, 99% of them are people who spend their time watching MSNBC. They do Democratic Party politics while using communism as their fashion accessory. They are conscious they are running idiotic cults, idiotic cults that will never do anything, and they are up to their eyeballs in police agents, who more often than not, are openly invited inside. There is never going to be a Commie revolution in America, as the people who are in control of the various cults already have the America they want.
It is hard, hard beyond belief, to think your way out of all this nonsense, though I guess for me it was personally reading about the dispute between what is called "Third Worldism" and their opponents. They put the question bluntly, but not too bluntly: are workers in the advanced capitalist countries exploited? The Third Worldists said no, but they would never be so explicit as to say this includes blacks, hispanics, gays, etc. I suppose this part was left up for the reader to figure out on their own, and I spent a great deal of time thinking it over.
I had always noticed blacks can be found nowhere near the anti-war movement. I always wondered why this was. How was being anti-war basically just a White guy thing? Beyond the tokens they could find to do public speeches at their events, everyone organizing this, and putting their lives into it, was a White man. Third Worldism finally gave me a partial answer: the blacks know. They know. THEY KNOW.
It was this realization that caused me to withdraw from everything. I have spent months now away from these people. In the mean time, I did a lot of soul searching, or rather, simply looking inside myself and trying to find something, anything at all. Old instincts die hard. I distrusted anything right-wing and nationalist, but still hated liberals and most other leftists even more. But then I found some discussion on 8chan before it was shut down about Yockey, and this man's thought seemed to bring something back to me. Following him, I read the Turner Diaries and Siege. Mason's passionate account in the American national socialist movement struck a chord with me; it was like reading some mirror universe of my own experience. Siege was a marvelous book, but I never would have found it without Yockey.
I just wish Yockey wouldn't have been killed, and would have been able to write about the coming Sino-Soviet split. This might not be something people here think is relevant to anything, but let me tell you, the Commie scene all over the world revolves around this question. And Yockeyism has a lot to potentially say about it.
If it was obvious to Yockey that the Soviets were basically turning towards an anti-jew world outlook, it had to be obvious to everyone else. Including the Chinese. They could not help but make parallels to their own nationalist revolution against the Manchu, and the attitudes of many Europeans towards the jews. They must have saw what the Soviet Union was doing internally, and shrieked. Just as the Soviets were making a decisive turn against world jewery, the Chinese were making a decisive turn toward it.
Even after abandoning communism, the end of the Turner Diaries always gave me a bit of a sick feeling. Did a victorious White nation really need to exterminate all non-White people on Earth, particularly the Chinese? But pondering over Yockeyism and the Sino-Soviet split has made me realize, no, the Chinese deserve it. They still deserve it today. These people had their own history to tell them about the experience of living under the rule of a despotic ethnic minority, could see that the same thing existed in places like America, and still chose to side the with the jews. In fact, not only did they choose to side with our Manchus, they basically sold out the entire rest of the planet to the jews, including their own people.
The Chinese basically forced the rest of the Manchus to assimilate. No one reads or speaks their language anymore, besides a handful of academic scholars. But these people didn't disappear, they just started calling themselves Han, and they almost surely still have the knowledge of their real ethnic origins. It is my suspicion, that if you investigated the leadership of the Chinese Commie party today, all the top positions would be filled with people of Manchu origin.
I believe now there is no turning back. The future of humanity is a White, European future. If there was once a possibility of a multi-racial future for Earth, there is no longer. The Chinese have to die for what they did to us by siding with the jews. Moreover, only the White race has the moral and spiritual capability of living in harmony with the planet. The Chinese and other races will destroy the environment, and pollute the planet to make it unlivable for everyone. They have to be stopped, to save the only real humans, and the rest of all life on Earth.