Its called instinct, anon.
You instinctively sense that the modern grotesque display of weakness that passes for morality and pretends to be strength is vile and doomed.
You don’t understand this, cant articulate it and will probably deny it.
Tens of thousands of years of evolution and struggle cannot be overwritten by a few decades of propaganda, brow beating and liberalism.
We are the children of a lineage that reaches back through millennia of bloody struggle.
Its in all of us.